The Black Box
She caressed
the box with hands so frail they seemed translucent. It had rested on the mahogany
table for fifty years, centered on the lace doily. Every day she dusted it, squared
its sides with the sides of the table, touched it almost reverently. But she
never opened it.
Something
would have to be decided about the box. Her children had given her only a week
to make up her mind: live with her daughter Nora, or move to The Manor. She couldn’t
imagine her treasure in either of those places.
“Nonsense,”
she huffed. “Just because I forget about the gas burners sometimes. I’m not ready for an old folk’s home.” But Nora was stubborn, a quality the old woman knew she had inherited from her father.
“I
can’t sleep nights worrying about you, Mom. It’s not fair to Bob
and the kids.”
Nora always
added that bit about the kids to play the guilt trip. It usually worked. Nora was a wheedler. Always had been. Just like her father, thought the old woman.
I wonder if he had lived longer, would she be trying to put him in an old peoples’ home like she is me?
Nora married
late in life. She was a career woman. As
much as she loved her grandsons, the old lady could not imagine living with them in Nora’s house. She’d always been in awe of their home. New furniture. White carpet. Four bathrooms. She spilled a bit of wine on the carpet once and Nora almost knocked her down to get to the spot to blot
it up.
“Its
O.K, Mom.” She’d offered. But the old woman knew it wasn’t.
“I
suppose it will have to be The Manor.” She sighed, staring out the window
at the park across the street. Already the afternoon sun had a hooded glow to
it; an early fall luminescence bathed the trees. A woman about her age sat on a bench, shawl pulled around her shoulders,
engrossed in a book.
The chiming
of Papa’s clock startled her. Already five.
Time to start supper. Where had the afternoon gone?
She paused
beside Papa’s clock on her way to the kitchen. It had ticked off her hours,
her days, her years since childhood. Very soon now she would pass it on to one
of her children. Give it away with the rest of her things, bits and pieces of
her life. She couldn’t take them with her.
Not to the Manor.
Everything
the old lady owned had a history, a personality. Even...no, especially the black
box. She remembered the day she’d received it. She remembered Martin.
Martin was
twenty then, fragile, thin and porcelain white. He had a bad heart, the doctors
said. Congenital. Back then there wasn’t a lot they could do for him. Martin spent hours with her in the shade of the chinaberry tree reading Chaucer and
Thoreau. An anemic young man and an awkward, gangling girl, they swung back and
forth in Grandpa’s old glider. Martin read aloud in his soft voice, the
heavy southern accent coloring the words he spoke. She was his audience. They talked and planned for a future they knew they wouldn’t share, but in those
warm soft days it didn’t really matter.
He first
told her about the box on one of those glider afternoons with the sun filtering through the leaves of the chinaberry. The box had certain powers he said: magical powers.
It could stop time. Make it stand still. If
you just knew when to use it, you could freeze your life the way it was at that moment. Youth would be youth forever. Love would be eternal. If you only knew
for certain when to use it. You wouldn’t want to stop time before it was
the best it would ever be, when it might get better yet.
At first
she laughed at the notion of a magic box, but Martin believed. He believed so
strongly that she began to think it must be true. They had put their heads together,
his pale thin hair lying lightly against her thick brown braids, and dreamed of a time, predestined, when they would open
the box. Time would stop and they would be together forever.
She could
still see him, holding the black box tightly in thin hands, his ice-blue eyes shining with excitement.
“ But
where did it come from?” She’d asked the question many times. Martin just smiled and scrubbed at an imaginary spot on the box’s ebony surface
or pretended interest in some bird or other. Finally she stopped asking, and wondering.
It was just there. Like Martin.
Only Martin
didn’t stay. Gradually he developed a cough. It interrupted the readings in the glider and made her worry .His
voice became weak and it seemed hard for him to get his breath. They never opened
the box as they had planned. Papa found Martin, sitting alone in the glider under
the chinaberry tree, his hands lying on an open book of Lord Byron’s poetry. It
was so like him to go gently, leaving her alone in the setting sun the way he was accustomed to doing. That time though, Martin didn’t come back.
“Do
you have any notion what this is, Dear?” Martin’s mother asked her
a few days later, the black box clutched against the pleats of her apron. “They said they discovered it under your Paw-Paw’s
glider when your Daddy found Martin. I’ve never seen it before. Is it yours?”
“Why
yes,” she’d said, “It is mine.” And she took the box
quickly, hungry to have a bit of Martin to keep. And now, here it sat on her
coffee table on the white doily waiting for her decision.
The jangle
of the telephone made the old woman jump. It was dark outside. “Hello, Mother?” The voice belonged to Nora. “I
hadn’t heard from you today. How are you?
Have you had supper?”
“Yes,
I think...no, I haven’t had supper. I was going to get it when...”
“Honestly,
Mother,” Nora interrupted. “It’s nearly seven. What can you
be doing?”
“Doing? Well, I...” but the old woman’s voice died away as she looked up and saw
the girl by the plant stand. She dropped the phone back on its cradle and stared
at her visitor.
The girl
was tall. She wore a dark print ankle-length dress and clumpy scuffed shoes. Her brown hair was caught back into waist length braids. She seemed at once strange and oddly familiar.
“How did you get in here?” The old woman demanded.
The child said nothing. She smiled, sat down in the rocking chair and
stroked the
wooden arms.
“What is your name?” the old woman’s voice trembled.
This time the girl answered softly. “Faye.”
“Why, my name is Faye too.” The old woman was amazed that
she wasn’t afraid.
It seemed right that the girl was dressed in clothes from another time. Seventy years ago
she had worn dresses just so.
“This chair used to have a broken rung,” said the child.
“I had it fixed...” The old woman pointed down to where a
line of glue evidenced
the mended wood.
“She used to rock while she crocheted,” the girl went on.
“ I remember. When we got the electricity, Mama put that chair right
underneath
the light.”
The child nodded in agreement. The old woman shivered. “Faye,” she asked,
“How did you know that?”
Faye left the chair and knelt on the floor by the table where the black box sat.
“Martin’s family never knew about the box.”
“Who are you?” asked the old woman quietly. She thought she
knew the answer.
The girl looked up and smiled. She stood and walked across the room, out
through the door, not looking back.
Nora and Bob came later. They pummeled her with questions. Assessment
questions. They were trying to
see if she was oriented to time, place, date, she knew. She
was afraid that if she told them anything she would have to tell them about
her visitor.
About Faye. The young girl’s
vivid image still floated before the old woman’s eyes. How
could it help but come out? So
she was quiet and agreeable, and Nora left telling Bob that
her mother seemed more confused than normal.
Nora hoped it was just because it was
evening. Mother was always more
difficult in the evenings.
The little girl didn’t come again for several days. Then, late one
afternoon, the old
lady looked up from a picture album and the girl was standing, silhouetted
against the
setting sun.
“Martin was awfully thin, wasn’t he?” She asked.
The woman nodded slowly. “I remember when he first took sick. They said his
heart was failing.” She
was glad to have the girl there. Glad to talk about Martin. The
child sat down on the floor in a patch of dying sunlight.
“I always wondered why he didn’t open the box,” the old woman mused.
The child traced the pattern in the carpet with her index finger. “He
did.”
The woman drew in her breath sharply, so fast it made a whistling sound. “How
do you know that?”
The girl ignored the question, kept her head bowed to the carpet, and the
reddening sky cast a halo around her head.
“Do you remember gooseberry pie?”
“I make it sometimes.” The woman waved her hand as if to dismiss
the subject.
“But the box...,”the old lady pressed impatiently. She leaned forward in her chair to better
see the child’s face.
“Why haven’t you opened it?” Faye asked.
The woman sat straight, holding her white-narcissus hands tight in her lap, and
thought for a long time before answering.
“It never seemed to be the right time. After
Martin died, I met Gerald. Then
there were the children and a house to keep. I wanted to
see my grandchildren. Then, well…” The woman was quiet and she laid her hand gently
on the black box.
“And now?” The girl stood and came close to the wrinkled face. “Now?” she
whispered, her braids brushing the lace collar on the old lady’s dress.
The room was suddenly still except for the ticking of Papa’s clock and the raspy,
uneven breathing of the woman. Her
hand fumbled as she lifted the lid of the magic box.
She shivered with anticipation as her eyes scanned its depths.
“Nothing.” She sighed.
“There’s nothing in it. All these years of waiting and its
empty.” The old woman laid
the box back on the table, confused, and looked up at her
young guest.
Faye extended her hand to the woman seated in the antique rocker “Papa’s
clock
has stopped. Come on, I’ll show you.” She tossed her braids and skipped the length of the
room, then returned for the old lady.
The old woman stood, amazed at how light she felt, how effortlessly she moved.
She took the child’s hand. At first, they walked, but then her
feet began to move, faster and faster. Together they danced past the photos and
plants, whirled through the door and disappeared into the dusk.
Nora tried several times to call her mother the next morning. At last,
she and Bob
drove to the old woman’s house.
Inside, they found her seated in her mama’s rocker.
“She was looking at family pictures when she died,” Bob said, and took the heavy
album from her lap. “Who’s
this?” He pointed to a picture the old woman had circled in
red ink.
“Mother.” Nora touched the picture of an awkward young girl
with long braids
and a strange smile. “That’s
Mother as a child.” Then she closed the album and laid it on
the coffee table next to the open black box.
Caryl A. Harvey
504 E. Furry St.
Holyoke, Co. 80734
970-854-2665
harvey@schollnet.com
The Black Box
She caressed
the box with hands so frail they seemed translucent. It had rested on the mahogany
table for fifty years, centered on the lace doily. Every day she dusted it, squared
its sides with the sides of the table, touched it almost reverently. But she
never opened it.
Something
would have to be decided about the box. Her children had given her only a week
to make up her mind: live with her daughter Nora, or move to The Manor. She couldn’t
imagine her treasure in either of those places.
“Nonsense,”
she huffed. “Just because I forget about the gas burners sometimes. I’m not ready for an old folk’s home.” But Nora was stubborn, a quality the old woman knew she had inherited from her father.
“I
can’t sleep nights worrying about you, Mom. It’s not fair to Bob
and the kids.”
Nora always
added that bit about the kids to play the guilt trip. It usually worked. Nora was a wheedler. Always had been. Just like her father, thought the old woman.
I wonder if he had lived longer, would she be trying to put him in an old peoples’ home like she is me?
Nora married
late in life. She was a career woman. As
much as she loved her grandsons, the old lady could not imagine living with them in Nora’s house. She’d always been in awe of their home. New furniture. White carpet. Four bathrooms. She spilled a bit of wine on the carpet once and Nora almost knocked her down to get to the spot to blot
it up.
“Its
O.K, Mom.” She’d offered. But the old woman knew it wasn’t.
“I
suppose it will have to be The Manor.” She sighed, staring out the window
at the park across the street. Already the afternoon sun had a hooded glow to
it; an early fall luminescence bathed the trees. A woman about her age sat on a bench, shawl pulled around her shoulders,
engrossed in a book.
The chiming
of Papa’s clock startled her. Already five.
Time to start supper. Where had the afternoon gone?
She paused
beside Papa’s clock on her way to the kitchen. It had ticked off her hours,
her days, her years since childhood. Very soon now she would pass it on to one
of her children. Give it away with the rest of her things, bits and pieces of
her life. She couldn’t take them with her.
Not to the Manor.
Everything
the old lady owned had a history, a personality. Even...no, especially the black
box. She remembered the day she’d received it. She remembered Martin.
Martin was
twenty then, fragile, thin and porcelain white. He had a bad heart, the doctors
said. Congenital. Back then there wasn’t a lot they could do for him. Martin spent hours with her in the shade of the chinaberry tree reading Chaucer and
Thoreau. An anemic young man and an awkward, gangling girl, they swung back and
forth in Grandpa’s old glider. Martin read aloud in his soft voice, the
heavy southern accent coloring the words he spoke. She was his audience. They talked and planned for a future they knew they wouldn’t share, but in those
warm soft days it didn’t really matter.
He first
told her about the box on one of those glider afternoons with the sun filtering through the leaves of the chinaberry. The box had certain powers he said: magical powers.
It could stop time. Make it stand still. If
you just knew when to use it, you could freeze your life the way it was at that moment. Youth would be youth forever. Love would be eternal. If you only knew
for certain when to use it. You wouldn’t want to stop time before it was
the best it would ever be, when it might get better yet.
At first
she laughed at the notion of a magic box, but Martin believed. He believed so
strongly that she began to think it must be true. They had put their heads together,
his pale thin hair lying lightly against her thick brown braids, and dreamed of a time, predestined, when they would open
the box. Time would stop and they would be together forever.
She could
still see him, holding the black box tightly in thin hands, his ice-blue eyes shining with excitement.
“ But
where did it come from?” She’d asked the question many times. Martin just smiled and scrubbed at an imaginary spot on the box’s ebony surface
or pretended interest in some bird or other. Finally she stopped asking, and wondering.
It was just there. Like Martin.
Only Martin
didn’t stay. Gradually he developed a cough. It interrupted the readings in the glider and made her worry .His
voice became weak and it seemed hard for him to get his breath. They never opened
the box as they had planned. Papa found Martin, sitting alone in the glider under
the chinaberry tree, his hands lying on an open book of Lord Byron’s poetry. It
was so like him to go gently, leaving her alone in the setting sun the way he was accustomed to doing. That time though, Martin didn’t come back.
“Do
you have any notion what this is, Dear?” Martin’s mother asked her
a few days later, the black box clutched against the pleats of her apron. “They said they discovered it under your Paw-Paw’s
glider when your Daddy found Martin. I’ve never seen it before. Is it yours?”
“Why
yes,” she’d said, “It is mine.” And she took the box
quickly, hungry to have a bit of Martin to keep. And now, here it sat on her
coffee table on the white doily waiting for her decision.
The jangle
of the telephone made the old woman jump. It was dark outside. “Hello, Mother?” The voice belonged to Nora. “I
hadn’t heard from you today. How are you?
Have you had supper?”
“Yes,
I think...no, I haven’t had supper. I was going to get it when...”
“Honestly,
Mother,” Nora interrupted. “It’s nearly seven. What can you
be doing?”
“Doing? Well, I...” but the old woman’s voice died away as she looked up and saw
the girl by the plant stand. She dropped the phone back on its cradle and stared
at her visitor.
The girl
was tall. She wore a dark print ankle-length dress and clumpy scuffed shoes. Her brown hair was caught back into waist length braids. She seemed at once strange and oddly familiar.
“How did you get in here?” The old woman demanded.
The child said nothing. She smiled, sat down in the rocking chair and
stroked the
wooden arms.
“What is your name?” the old woman’s voice trembled.
This time the girl answered softly. “Faye.”
“Why, my name is Faye too.” The old woman was amazed that
she wasn’t afraid.
It seemed right that the girl was dressed in clothes from another time. Seventy years ago
she had worn dresses just so.
“This chair used to have a broken rung,” said the child.
“I had it fixed...” The old woman pointed down to where a
line of glue evidenced
the mended wood.
“She used to rock while she crocheted,” the girl went on.
“ I remember. When we got the electricity, Mama put that chair right
underneath
the light.”
The child nodded in agreement. The old woman shivered. “Faye,” she asked,
“How did you know that?”
Faye left the chair and knelt on the floor by the table where the black box sat.
“Martin’s family never knew about the box.”
“Who are you?” asked the old woman quietly. She thought she
knew the answer.
The girl looked up and smiled. She stood and walked across the room, out
through the door, not looking back.
Nora and Bob came later. They pummeled her with questions. Assessment
questions. They were trying to
see if she was oriented to time, place, date, she knew. She
was afraid that if she told them anything she would have to tell them about
her visitor.
About Faye. The young girl’s
vivid image still floated before the old woman’s eyes. How
could it help but come out? So
she was quiet and agreeable, and Nora left telling Bob that
her mother seemed more confused than normal.
Nora hoped it was just because it was
evening. Mother was always more
difficult in the evenings.
The little girl didn’t come again for several days. Then, late one
afternoon, the old
lady looked up from a picture album and the girl was standing, silhouetted
against the
setting sun.
“Martin was awfully thin, wasn’t he?” She asked.
The woman nodded slowly. “I remember when he first took sick. They said his
heart was failing.” She
was glad to have the girl there. Glad to talk about Martin. The
child sat down on the floor in a patch of dying sunlight.
“I always wondered why he didn’t open the box,” the old woman mused.
The child traced the pattern in the carpet with her index finger. “He
did.”
The woman drew in her breath sharply, so fast it made a whistling sound. “How
do you know that?”
The girl ignored the question, kept her head bowed to the carpet, and the
reddening sky cast a halo around her head.
“Do you remember gooseberry pie?”
“I make it sometimes.” The woman waved her hand as if to dismiss
the subject.
“But the box...,”the old lady pressed impatiently. She leaned forward in her chair to better
see the child’s face.
“Why haven’t you opened it?” Faye asked.
The woman sat straight, holding her white-narcissus hands tight in her lap, and
thought for a long time before answering.
“It never seemed to be the right time. After
Martin died, I met Gerald. Then
there were the children and a house to keep. I wanted to
see my grandchildren. Then, well…” The woman was quiet and she laid her hand gently
on the black box.
“And now?” The girl stood and came close to the wrinkled face. “Now?” she
whispered, her braids brushing the lace collar on the old lady’s dress.
The room was suddenly still except for the ticking of Papa’s clock and the raspy,
uneven breathing of the woman. Her
hand fumbled as she lifted the lid of the magic box.
She shivered with anticipation as her eyes scanned its depths.
“Nothing.” She sighed.
“There’s nothing in it. All these years of waiting and its
empty.” The old woman laid
the box back on the table, confused, and looked up at her
young guest.
Faye extended her hand to the woman seated in the antique rocker “Papa’s
clock
has stopped. Come on, I’ll show you.” She tossed her braids and skipped the length of the
room, then returned for the old lady.
The old woman stood, amazed at how light she felt, how effortlessly she moved.
She took the child’s hand. At first, they walked, but then her
feet began to move, faster and faster. Together they danced past the photos and
plants, whirled through the door and disappeared into the dusk.
Nora tried several times to call her mother the next morning. At last,
she and Bob
drove to the old woman’s house.
Inside, they found her seated in her mama’s rocker.
“She was looking at family pictures when she died,” Bob said, and took the heavy
album from her lap. “Who’s
this?” He pointed to a picture the old woman had circled in
red ink.
“Mother.” Nora touched the picture of an awkward young girl
with long braids
and a strange smile. “That’s
Mother as a child.” Then she closed the album and laid it on
the coffee table next to the open black box.
Caryl A. Harvey
504 E. Furry St.
Holyoke, Co. 80734
970-854-2665
harvey@schollnet.com
The Black Box
She caressed
the box with hands so frail they seemed translucent. It had rested on the mahogany
table for fifty years, centered on the lace doily. Every day she dusted it, squared
its sides with the sides of the table, touched it almost reverently. But she
never opened it.
Something
would have to be decided about the box. Her children had given her only a week
to make up her mind: live with her daughter Nora, or move to The Manor. She couldn’t
imagine her treasure in either of those places.
“Nonsense,”
she huffed. “Just because I forget about the gas burners sometimes. I’m not ready for an old folk’s home.” But Nora was stubborn, a quality the old woman knew she had inherited from her father.
“I
can’t sleep nights worrying about you, Mom. It’s not fair to Bob
and the kids.”
Nora always
added that bit about the kids to play the guilt trip. It usually worked. Nora was a wheedler. Always had been. Just like her father, thought the old woman.
I wonder if he had lived longer, would she be trying to put him in an old peoples’ home like she is me?
Nora married
late in life. She was a career woman. As
much as she loved her grandsons, the old lady could not imagine living with them in Nora’s house. She’d always been in awe of their home. New furniture. White carpet. Four bathrooms. She spilled a bit of wine on the carpet once and Nora almost knocked her down to get to the spot to blot
it up.
“Its
O.K, Mom.” She’d offered. But the old woman knew it wasn’t.
“I
suppose it will have to be The Manor.” She sighed, staring out the window
at the park across the street. Already the afternoon sun had a hooded glow to
it; an early fall luminescence bathed the trees. A woman about her age sat on a bench, shawl pulled around her shoulders,
engrossed in a book.
The chiming
of Papa’s clock startled her. Already five.
Time to start supper. Where had the afternoon gone?
She paused
beside Papa’s clock on her way to the kitchen. It had ticked off her hours,
her days, her years since childhood. Very soon now she would pass it on to one
of her children. Give it away with the rest of her things, bits and pieces of
her life. She couldn’t take them with her.
Not to the Manor.
Everything
the old lady owned had a history, a personality. Even...no, especially the black
box. She remembered the day she’d received it. She remembered Martin.
Martin was
twenty then, fragile, thin and porcelain white. He had a bad heart, the doctors
said. Congenital. Back then there wasn’t a lot they could do for him. Martin spent hours with her in the shade of the chinaberry tree reading Chaucer and
Thoreau. An anemic young man and an awkward, gangling girl, they swung back and
forth in Grandpa’s old glider. Martin read aloud in his soft voice, the
heavy southern accent coloring the words he spoke. She was his audience. They talked and planned for a future they knew they wouldn’t share, but in those
warm soft days it didn’t really matter.
He first
told her about the box on one of those glider afternoons with the sun filtering through the leaves of the chinaberry. The box had certain powers he said: magical powers.
It could stop time. Make it stand still. If
you just knew when to use it, you could freeze your life the way it was at that moment. Youth would be youth forever. Love would be eternal. If you only knew
for certain when to use it. You wouldn’t want to stop time before it was
the best it would ever be, when it might get better yet.
At first
she laughed at the notion of a magic box, but Martin believed. He believed so
strongly that she began to think it must be true. They had put their heads together,
his pale thin hair lying lightly against her thick brown braids, and dreamed of a time, predestined, when they would open
the box. Time would stop and they would be together forever.
She could
still see him, holding the black box tightly in thin hands, his ice-blue eyes shining with excitement.
“ But
where did it come from?” She’d asked the question many times. Martin just smiled and scrubbed at an imaginary spot on the box’s ebony surface
or pretended interest in some bird or other. Finally she stopped asking, and wondering.
It was just there. Like Martin.
Only Martin
didn’t stay. Gradually he developed a cough. It interrupted the readings in the glider and made her worry .His
voice became weak and it seemed hard for him to get his breath. They never opened
the box as they had planned. Papa found Martin, sitting alone in the glider under
the chinaberry tree, his hands lying on an open book of Lord Byron’s poetry. It
was so like him to go gently, leaving her alone in the setting sun the way he was accustomed to doing. That time though, Martin didn’t come back.
“Do
you have any notion what this is, Dear?” Martin’s mother asked her
a few days later, the black box clutched against the pleats of her apron. “They said they discovered it under your Paw-Paw’s
glider when your Daddy found Martin. I’ve never seen it before. Is it yours?”
“Why
yes,” she’d said, “It is mine.” And she took the box
quickly, hungry to have a bit of Martin to keep. And now, here it sat on her
coffee table on the white doily waiting for her decision.
The jangle
of the telephone made the old woman jump. It was dark outside. “Hello, Mother?” The voice belonged to Nora. “I
hadn’t heard from you today. How are you?
Have you had supper?”
“Yes,
I think...no, I haven’t had supper. I was going to get it when...”
“Honestly,
Mother,” Nora interrupted. “It’s nearly seven. What can you
be doing?”
“Doing? Well, I...” but the old woman’s voice died away as she looked up and saw
the girl by the plant stand. She dropped the phone back on its cradle and stared
at her visitor.
The girl
was tall. She wore a dark print ankle-length dress and clumpy scuffed shoes. Her brown hair was caught back into waist length braids. She seemed at once strange and oddly familiar.
“How did you get in here?” The old woman demanded.
The child said nothing. She smiled, sat down in the rocking chair and
stroked the
wooden arms.
“What is your name?” the old woman’s voice trembled.
This time the girl answered softly. “Faye.”
“Why, my name is Faye too.” The old woman was amazed that
she wasn’t afraid.
It seemed right that the girl was dressed in clothes from another time. Seventy years ago
she had worn dresses just so.
“This chair used to have a broken rung,” said the child.
“I had it fixed...” The old woman pointed down to where a
line of glue evidenced
the mended wood.
“She used to rock while she crocheted,” the girl went on.
“ I remember. When we got the electricity, Mama put that chair right
underneath
the light.”
The child nodded in agreement. The old woman shivered. “Faye,” she asked,
“How did you know that?”
Faye left the chair and knelt on the floor by the table where the black box sat.
“Martin’s family never knew about the box.”
“Who are you?” asked the old woman quietly. She thought she
knew the answer.
The girl looked up and smiled. She stood and walked across the room, out
through the door, not looking back.
Nora and Bob came later. They pummeled her with questions. Assessment
questions. They were trying to
see if she was oriented to time, place, date, she knew. She
was afraid that if she told them anything she would have to tell them about
her visitor.
About Faye. The young girl’s
vivid image still floated before the old woman’s eyes. How
could it help but come out? So
she was quiet and agreeable, and Nora left telling Bob that
her mother seemed more confused than normal.
Nora hoped it was just because it was
evening. Mother was always more
difficult in the evenings.
The little girl didn’t come again for several days. Then, late one
afternoon, the old
lady looked up from a picture album and the girl was standing, silhouetted
against the
setting sun.
“Martin was awfully thin, wasn’t he?” She asked.
The woman nodded slowly. “I remember when he first took sick. They said his
heart was failing.” She
was glad to have the girl there. Glad to talk about Martin. The
child sat down on the floor in a patch of dying sunlight.
“I always wondered why he didn’t open the box,” the old woman mused.
The child traced the pattern in the carpet with her index finger. “He
did.”
The woman drew in her breath sharply, so fast it made a whistling sound. “How
do you know that?”
The girl ignored the question, kept her head bowed to the carpet, and the
reddening sky cast a halo around her head.
“Do you remember gooseberry pie?”
“I make it sometimes.” The woman waved her hand as if to dismiss
the subject.
“But the box...,”the old lady pressed impatiently. She leaned forward in her chair to better
see the child’s face.
“Why haven’t you opened it?” Faye asked.
The woman sat straight, holding her white-narcissus hands tight in her lap, and
thought for a long time before answering.
“It never seemed to be the right time. After
Martin died, I met Gerald. Then
there were the children and a house to keep. I wanted to
see my grandchildren. Then, well…” The woman was quiet and she laid her hand gently
on the black box.
“And now?” The girl stood and came close to the wrinkled face. “Now?” she
whispered, her braids brushing the lace collar on the old lady’s dress.
The room was suddenly still except for the ticking of Papa’s clock and the raspy,
uneven breathing of the woman. Her
hand fumbled as she lifted the lid of the magic box.
She shivered with anticipation as her eyes scanned its depths.
“Nothing.” She sighed.
“There’s nothing in it. All these years of waiting and its
empty.” The old woman laid
the box back on the table, confused, and looked up at her
young guest.
Faye extended her hand to the woman seated in the antique rocker “Papa’s
clock
has stopped. Come on, I’ll show you.” She tossed her braids and skipped the length of the
room, then returned for the old lady.
The old woman stood, amazed at how light she felt, how effortlessly she moved.
She took the child’s hand. At first, they walked, but then her
feet began to move, faster and faster. Together they danced past the photos and
plants, whirled through the door and disappeared into the dusk.
Nora tried several times to call her mother the next morning. At last,
she and Bob
drove to the old woman’s house.
Inside, they found her seated in her mama’s rocker.
“She was looking at family pictures when she died,” Bob said, and took the heavy
album from her lap. “Who’s
this?” He pointed to a picture the old woman had circled in
red ink.
“Mother.” Nora touched the picture of an awkward young girl
with long braids
and a strange smile. “That’s
Mother as a child.” Then she closed the album and laid it on
the coffee table next to the open black box.